.Saturday, January 19, 2008 ' 12:24 AM
number two was really paranoid about number three. she only knew that number three was a part of my past. to be specific, she knew her as may FuBu (i think i don't need to elaborate that). anyway, number three is obviously one of my girlfriends. but the difference is, she know that i have two girlfriends and she still wants to be "us". it's not like i totally own her or vice-versa. we're in an open-relationship thingie wherein we could flirt with anyone while we are having our own senseless yet fun affair.
i think that's enough intro... here's the story
i was staying at number two's pad when she saw number three's text message (my stupidity permitted her to read it and i was really lucky becuase she wasn't able to read hte mushy messages of number one). she ran amok and started throwing me her questions.
"bakit ba nagttxt yan?"
"ano bang ginawa mo jan at ndi ka nya makalimutan?"
"blah blah blah"
to avoid arguments, i just kept my mouth zipped and left after several minutes.
the next day, i was surprised when the messages on my cellphone. number two and three bombarded me with messages. when i finished reading all of their messages, i almost laughed like hell. number two was asking three to back of before she snap. haha. luckily. since three and i had an argument before about our situation, she managed to keep her head cool and just agreed on all the things that number two imposed such as: "please, don't text "reality sculptor" anymore" and "don't tell him about this".
while they were arguing on text, number three was forwarding two's messages with her comments. by that time, i really laughed like hell. she was labeling two as "bitch", "walang silbi", and the like. haha!
oh! and three was planning to go to two's pad to say those things in her face! i saw it on three's phone! her plans and all! but i won't let that happen. that's bad, you know? haha! :))
wow! i feel like im handsome! haha! :))
i don't know why number two's always paranoid and three's like that. i think i'm still lucky because i'm still able to continue my wicked deed. >:))Labels: three, two
.Sunday, January 6, 2008 ' 11:38 PM
without knowing any reason at all, #1 dropped my heart on the floor. at first, it wasn't that bad because i stayed at #2's pad all day long. #2 and i did a lot of things: talked, laughed, ate, kissed, cuddled, slept, and any more. because of that awesome experience, i forgot to inform #1 about my false whereabouts. in short, i forgot to text her. (i mean, uhh.. not literally... it's just that #2 was sooo strict whenever i'm with her.) i had a lot of fun, really, so my mind didn't absorb all the things and my heart didn't suffer from super bloodloss during that merry minute. it's like a small, tolerable scratch plus i saw the pretty girl on tv: riza of pbb.
i even slept tight..
but the moment i woke up, i felt that something's wrong... something's missing... that's the point where i understood that my relationship with #1 was over.. i wanted to contact her but my ever foolish pride prevented me from doing so. i said to myself: "who cares? i still have #2 and #3 with me." but my heart (corny) was not saying the same thing.. my will and my intellect are not working in unison. then, i realized that there is something wrong, really wrong, with me...
hours after, i decided that i must get rid of the remaining two girls. "i'm doing evil so i need to pay my toll and it must be a heavy one" i thought. ok... i did it. i had an argument with #2 and we ended up saying goodbye.
i thought that my bad deeds was over...
while i was pondering in my room, someone texted me...
"mahal, im sorry :c"
it was #1.. without any hesitation, i replied..
"sorry?"
"sorry about what happened... bati na tayo :c"
as i have said, im very kindhearted(?). that's why i welcomed her with arms wide open.
hours after, another text almost gave me a heart attack... #2!
"______, mahal na mahal kita :c mahal na mahal :c"
my ever forgiving heart accepted her tagalog terms are really sweeter than english... and now, im back to my dillema.. oh my..
i really want this to end but those two... i can't leave them... in any way, whatever path i choose, someone or all of us will end up bleeding.
.Friday, December 28, 2007 ' 1:34 AM
im done with my first blog, i guess.
i guess i'll be more comfortable with this blog. Less worries of getting caught and less of getting criticized. well, im not directly criticized but im sure that there are "what the hell is this guy writing?" or "fugly writing style!" thought on top of their heads. Plus the fact that im not that fluent in english. haha.
i created this blog because of those things. but the main reason is, of course, the first one. i'll give you a brief explanation. it is because two of my three girlfriends saw my blog with my name on it. yeah. you read it right. three girlfriends. now, you have the idea on why i am hiding my freakin identity. anyway, the first girl Googled my name out of her paranoia while the other saw the link on my totally-ripped-off blog that i "created" for her. that "totally-ripped-off" blog was my blog and i copy-pasted it to another URL and injected some "I Love (insert her name here)" there. Unfortunately, she was more paranoid than i thought. she checked all the links there and then BOOM! she saw my name, clicked it, and read my REAL blog. my first blog really made my days hard so i am thinking of deleting it. but the memories. awww...
anyway, i managed to get out of those hard days! i guess i really have good convincing powers! im glad that i am in the right path! (speaking of my course :p)
this is great! this is the real freedom of speech! haha! i can say anything about myself and write my (s)experiences without the fear of getting caught! this is really amazing! haha :))
wait! i think i forgot to mention that my first blog was made for my adventures and TRUE lovelife.
